August 2009
1 post
I just saw “Funny People.” So good. I like funny & sad. In my Taste & Flavor lecture we are asked to think about things like our favorite taste combination or texture duo. Sweet & Bitter. Creamy & Crunchy. The movie is so good because it’s so real. Every so often I check in on Jake Lodwick’s tumblr. Lately I’ve found a new love in what is usually...
June 2009
2 posts
It’s been almost a month, but he’s still thinking about me. Ahh, Alejandro. He’s one of a few people that I just get this feeling about… like I just need to know him. I just like the fact that he exists somewhere in this world. I’d like to have him in my life, even though it makes absolutely no sense what so ever. Gut says, “Yes.” Brain says,...
lately, i've
1) said
. a) goodbye again to billy’s burg
. b) hello again to green’s mountain
2) gone
. a) kayaking in a river with waterfalls that are directly outside of my house
. b) hiking in a forest that is less than a mile from my house
3) seen
. a) naked people bicycling in the streets
. b) my school fall apart at the seems
4) wanted
. a) a boy to love
...
May 2009
1 post
Listen, I'm just trying to not be crazy.
I have a nephew now.
I keep applying all of this sentimental bullshit to people that I don’t really know. I keep having dreams about Alejandro & then reading into them as if they really mean something. I don’t feel comfortable with the fact that I won’t know Hagay forever.
What is it that I need from these people? And why can’t I have it more easily?
He was born on...
April 2009
1 post
so.
It’s been a while since I’ve done this.
(wrote)
I only have a month left here.
(ambivalent)
Ugh. I dunno. The thing I like most about this city is that it really lets you dwell in your loneliness. It really let me dwell in my loneliness. There were some vague attempts to love; I’m doubting my own sincercity.
I just get so caught up in this existential minimalism. What am I...
September 2008
2 posts
